Has anybody ever had a good outcome from breaking no contact?

I don’t mean living happily ever after. I just mean maybe getting back together for a little while even if it didnt last or at least having a productive, healthy convo that gave you clarity or closure?

It’s been 3 months of no contact now and I never thought I’d be struggling this much after that much time. We still follow each other on socials and even though I have him muted on everything I can’t seem to get the courage to just delete him. I think it’s bc I still have hope he misses me.

I have really been debating reaching out. I know most of you will say I shouldn’t (I have been SO good with not breaking NC). I just think with how sad I have been…even if I get a negative response and it will probably hurt…it will make it way easier to move on and let go of that awful hope of him coming back.

So any stories of you or your ex breaking NC would be great…how much time passed and what ended up happening? Thanks